Over drama I never even went thru in fucking highschool. I look so dumb right now & feel so small. An ex of mine once told me that im almost impossible to love. That im too impulsive, and that I cut my hair too much. That I read when I should be sleeping & sleep when I should be reading. And then walked away saying “Jen, youre almost impossible to love…” He wasnt the best student in school as i may recall, but he was right about that last statement. If I could ask him just one last question it would be- what the fuck do you mean by almost?

I thought I found something in this Danny character, great kid- Im sure ill be listening to his music on the radio & seeing him every now & then at shows in Webster Hall. Perhaps I might even run into him in the godforsaken fruit stand.
I just wanted some fucking honesty & even that proved to be too much for Mr.Briones. So now I find myself, again deleting a perfectly awesome blog for the sake of not being in any drama & ironically writing a paper for my Judaism class.

Because I wont be here any longer- to my fellow followers…Happy Hunger Games! & May the odds be ever in your favor.

Im gonna look like such a derp going by myself to go see it- I care not, its gonna be awesome.

Shalom guise!